Keeping Your Oil Lamp Full

Today we discussed and read Matthhew 25:1-13 The Parable of the Ten Virgins. I was amazed at how attentive the kids were during the lesson. We discussed that we as individuals are responsible in gaining our own testimony's and remaining strong and true to the gospel. No one else can give us that gift of knowledge and strength but ourselves. And as though we may falter and get low on oil, its up to us to find the courage and strength to remain faithful and true. We cannot rely on others testimonies to build us up. We have to gain our own and learn how to conquer our trials through our Saviors grace and love. Tyler made the most sincere promise that he would follow the gospel, always keep his lamp full, and be like Jesus, Nephi, Joseph Smith, and the Five Wise Virgins (those being his favorites right now). What a sweet little testimony that boy is growing. So sweet.
I had originally wanted to make clay lamps with the boys, but my day caught up with me and got the best of me. With holding a play date with a house full of 5 boys, my (almost)3 year old little boy fighting me on his nap, and the gloomy weather draining me I just didnt think I was gonna pull it together...but I did. I would hope its because the Lord sees my efforts and blesses me with strength when I didnt think I had anymore left. Its has been really nice to actually carry the story of Easter with us in our home and in our hearts all week. Its been just the right remedy as Daddy has unfortunately been stuck working late and not been home any of the nights this week. The scriptures have given me strength to conquer all. A true blessing.

After a long fight on naps with Trevor my body finally gave in and forced a much needed nap on me. I didnt even realize I passed out on the couch for like 30 minutes. get this...I managed to get all 3 kids dressed in their coats and out the back door in the wind, snow, and rain all awhile napping (only a sleeping mom would send their kids out in this weather). The memory of this event was very vague as though I was sleep walking and talking. Funny how my body and mind can give up, but my heart is still tuned in 24/7 in caring for my youngsters, even if its subconsciously. Funny part of this story is the kids woke me up in pure excitement over the bowl of carrots the dug up out of the old, crusted, cold and weathered garden dirt( I was like WHAT?) Tyler so badly wanted to have them for dinner. So we did. He cleaned, pealed, and prepared them. He was so excited and I had finally felt refreshed and rejuvenated after my forced upon nap...ready to fight the evening rush in our home.



The kids have been begging me for Corn-dogs lately. I felt so bad that my poor kids are never exposed to any junk food, so I had been reminded that if i dont do things in moderation then in due time they will find the time to go overboard and gain control of that erg. So I did what a Mother had to do, with a little healthy twist to it. I made "Homemade Whole Wheat Bagel Dogs" They scarfed it up and told me it was their most favorite meal ever. That really made my night. With a full spirit and full tummy's we snuggled together after a long day read our stories and then laid my sleepyheads down to their favorite primary music CD. And as I sit on the couch enjoying my nice quit evening I think to myself, boy does it feel good to have filled my Oil Lamp a little higher today.I am grateful for the strength I have gained through my trials. I know I would not be the person I am today without those hard times. I LOVE being a Mommy and I LOVE the Gospel, for its through that love that helps keep my oil lamp full. Even when it gets a little low on fuel I find peace and comfort through my Savior and Im so glad to be reminded of that each and every day....especially this week as we discuss the true meaning of Easter.