Pre-Op Snuggles

This morning as I emotionaly prepared myself for yet another surgery I filled my heart with an abundance of warm kid snuggles on my "lap"(something I havnt felt good enough to do in a long time due to the pain of this open incision on my abdomen). I snuggled them and held them tight in my arms, knowing that once again it will be another long while till I can have them on my lap again. Im not looking forward to this step back, but i know it will make for a more healthy and speedy recovery in the end. Wish me luck!